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Most of us would think there was no way she could have ndured what she did during her would think there was no way she could have Hurrah For The Blackshirts!: Fascists and Fascism in Britain Between the Wars endured what she did during her life It is a heart wrenching story of her survival but times she makes you laugh and remember when you were growing up The pain she has suffered mentally and physically all her life had to benormous I only hope she can heal from this Adam Smith: An Enlightened Life experience and move ahead with her life and to finally find peace Her surprisending to the present day with her correnspondce with her co author and a woman who has also suffered abuse in her lifetime really tells you the struggles she also suffered abuse in her lifetime really tells you the struggles she through writing this book It is an amazing story but be prepared to have plenty of tissues handy while reading this possible Best Seller If I could give this book a 10 I would but seeing a 5 is the best I can rate this book than I m happy to do it Congratulations Amara and I hope your book finds you peace with yourself and that you can finally find love in your life Hopefully others that have been abused can find themselves some peace of mind too Eternal Defilement is a heartbreaking honest story of an innocent child s struggles through her horrific childhood I fell in love with the author Amara immediately and climbed on for the roller coaster ride that is her life This is a true story which makes it Crazy Love even beautiful to me Amara conuered her demons by writing this book and telling the world about her life of abuse She is no longer a prisoner of silence and for that I applaud her I m sur Kenzington FormatKindle Edition Verified PurchaseThis book took obvious guts to compose and the writter deserves the world for what she has been through This story is soasy to relate to and also helps put my abuse into a different light I have thought about writing my story for years I am only the age of 22and actuall This is my story and to finally share it was an xtreme motional roller coaster ride Many time I did not believe I could finish it but Reynold Jay and his friends kept me ncouraged Writing this book help me to let go of the many secrets and try to live free I am not free and don t see that in my lifetime When your life has been nothing but Hell it is almost impossible to change I am alive and a mother of four beautiful girl and I can proudly say they suffered no abuse growing up My journey is a shared one now and I hope this book can help someone If you need a friend or an ar I am her. D of damnation Readers will get a glimpse behind the scenes with the creation of the book when Amara corresponds with Reynold Jay co writer and Linda a reader Actual mails between the trio give the reader a peek at Amara many years later This is fascinating reading as we see the trials of completing this nduring manuscript It is a miracle that the tale can be told at all when one sees the horrors inflicted upon Amara It is a blood letting a cleansing of the soul to tell this remarkable tale so that the world may make of it what they will There are precious moments of joy and she will share that in her story Be warned This is a shocking tale told close up in all its horrorThere is only one Amara and this is her story Be prepared for terror beyond comprehension as you read this unforgettable true story of Black Heart, Red Ruby eternal defilement It is Amara’s hope that the silence of others will come to annd and that the cry of the defiled may be heard as never before. ,
Horribly written Didn t believe a word This is my story and to finally share it was an xtreme motional roller coaster ride Many time I did not believe I could finish it emotional roller coaster ride Many time I did not believe I could finish it Reynold Jay and his friends kept me ncouraged Writing this book help me to let go of the many secrets and try to live free I am not free and don t see that in my lifetime When your life has been nothing but Hell it is almost impossible to change I am alive and a mother of four beautiful girl and I can proudly alive and a mother of four beautiful girl and I can proudly they suffered no abuse growing up My journey is a shared one now and I hope this book can help someone If you need a friend or an ar I am here By HISRABLEMOUTHVerified purchase See all my reviews This review is from Eternal Defilement A Story of Betrayal Abuse and Destruction Kindle Edition I was stunned after reading this This book goes way beyond the genre of a simple story of an abused little girl This is the main attraction of course but this stands well as a story so well written that that reader s of general fiction will mbrace this as an instant classic There are so many gems here that it is difficult to commit to one tiny part of it Here is a prayer that Amara offers while she wonders if she will see her mother again Her father chased her mother out the back door with a shot gun and ran off into the forest Amara is aloneI waited And waitedHow long am I going to sit here I ll wait until she comes through that door Mama you gotta come home to meI thought I had better pray It couldn t hurt Maybe someone was up there and might with any luck be listening Dear God if you are really up there I want only to see my mom coming across the yard Is that too much for a little girl to ask I wish my dad would not beat her and that you would scare the devil out of him Then we could all live to be a happy family I would have a chance too I wanna be a good girl and I try my best but sometimes the pain seems than a little girl can bear I think that you have neglected me and not offered a blessing upon me as should be offered to all little girlsI pray to you cross my heart that I will be my very best only if my mom returns back to me I love her so much and I do not know what would become of me if she isn t here for me I know sometimes I think I wonder why she lives with Dad And I have doubts about loving her too But I can see today very clearly that I love her and life would. This is a story of a tragic and terrifying childhood as told by a little girl living in a dysfunctional family in the Midwest during the seventies and ighties You will see it as she did telling it day by day as best she can How could one possibly view the world with all the horror she God's Pocket endured You will see it through Amara’syes as only she can tell it You will share in the few triumphs and the many failures in her search for innocence In her own words“July 23 1971 was my first beating from my father Jeb He beat my mother Rose And sent her into preterm labor taking me from the only safe place I will ЯED ever know” We understand from the opening words that this will be unforgettably tragic As the tale unfolds it becomes apparent that Amara was born into a world that offered little compassion or love only pain and terrifying defilement atvery turn If ver there was a family that was destined to suffer the torments of hell this was it You’ll meet. ,
Stand still for me if she does not return this day I throw myself before you and beg for forgiveness of any sin I may have committed I don t think I have but if I did I am sorry I am so very sorry Please accept my prayer and give it your attention as best you can I know you are probably pretty busy and my problems are so small that it barely deserves your attention But to this little girl my mother and I both need your help this day AmenHours drifted by and I had given up all hope The Sun settled in the west and long shadows raced across the meadow Darkness replaced the light and the sky soon twinkled with starsI waitedAnd waitedPrepare yourself when reading this for an motional rollercoaster that will tear at your heartstrings Be prepared to fall in love with Amara as she faces the world wondering from day to day if she will live to see another sunrise One cannot help but be reminded of the writings of Charles Dickens with David Copperfield It is ntirely possible that this book will join the ranks of the classic writers Yes it is that good If SIX STARS could ver be awarded to a book this is it However that is not possible so a lowly FIVE STARS is in order here from this stunned and humbled reader First book I read by this author The story held my interest It was a mixture of sadness humor and success Is or is not this a true story The authors write a disclaimer at the beginning Let us say in fact it were true Just because it is horrible and tragic does not mean it was well written or portrays the Moreno emotional visceral reactions to such unimaginable terriblevents The book is written in a flat and trite manner It did not at all bring me into the reality of what is supposed to be happening If indeed this book is not true it does a disservice to those who have lived through true tragedies such as these because it Monsieur Pain exploits human suffering for the sensationalism of portrayingvents that did not happen and then pretending they did What kind of
mind f isf is 50 out of 5 stars Amazing and Heartbreaking a new author has a Best Seller here July 29 2012 By Linda Kolhagen This review is from Eternal Defilement A Story of Betrayal Abuse and Destruction Kindle Edition I have never read a book that has affected me as Eternal Defilement For a first time author she came up with a story of her growing up from a little helpless girl to her teenage years that. Her mother who suffered nightly beatings in hope that it would somehow nd You’ll see the inhuman sacrifices she made in order to hold onto her daughters and sons close to her And you see her failures as the torment overcomes her and she moves the family away from the horror only to return to it over and over againJed born from a generations of abuse could see only to return to it over and over againJed born from a generations of abuse could see beginning nor nd to the horror he would bring to those around him To those on the outside he was a charmer a hit with the ladies To his family he was a Dr Jeckle and Mr Hyde an What If evil man to be feared that inflicted mental and physical abuse that knew no boundsYou will see theffects of the torment upon a little girl as she attempts to retain her sanity How does one slip from the sane world into the shadowy world of delirium You will see it slowly twisting and turning cutting like a knife moving her wounds ver closer into the brink of madness Will she survive or will she slip into a worl. .